Girlfrd.

girlfrd


The holidays were abysmal. I have been having an affair for the past 8 years with a man who was also married. However, your mind is playing tricks on you to make your current actions doable. I was infatuated with him right away.

girlfrd

girlfrd

girlfrd

When the main reason of looking somewhere else was their lack of love and respect.



I just found someone who was there when no one else was.
girlfrd

girlfrd

girlfrd

All the while my wife vacillated between demanding I leave, or waiting to see if Girlfrd would come out of this.



I miss talking so deeply about random things.
girlfrd

girlfrd

girlfrd

But I am going crazy because I cannot stop loving the woman I fell in love with.



He still wants me and says I am a prisoner of my own emotion and he was willing to do anything for me and change his life.
girlfrd

girlfrd

girlfrd

Im a strong believer in Christ.



I pray and ask God to help me fins a solution.
girlfrd

girlfrd

girlfrd

THAT is an act of caring and love.



I read that is the wrong way, i will live with my shame and guilt as i have but i will not return to that sin.
girlfrd

girlfrd

girlfrd

Sometimes you wonder if you are the same person girlfrd used to be, or even if you know who you are.



And I badly wanted to believe her.
girlfrd





As much as it will girlfrd to hear it from you, it will hurt much worse to hear it from someone else.



But mostly I would hate the affect I would cause to all 7 kids his and mine if the all came out, since they all treat each other like sisters and brothers.