Reading your post had me realised that, whatever it is I can be lacking, it will not affect me any longer. Hi, Just found this site, so a few years late in a reply.
I think a lot of my problems stem from being from a poor family and going to a school with really pregnant sex class and rich kids.
September 26, at
At that time i went to an all-girls gymnasium.
If fails, I will lend hand and cheering also.
A secure person can handle criticism.
You just pretended to be interested in sex.
WE should not worry about the speck of evil in ones eyes when we should be worrying about the plank in our own.
Thanks for allowing me to respond.
I think a lot of my problems stem from being from a poor family and going to a school with middle class and rich kids.
I grew up being ridiculed all the time.
When I first started being curious, I thought I was bisexual.
To know how to make conversations and friends.
I feel really lost, not to mention ashamed and scared.
During the week I go to work which is a 3 minute walk from my apartment.
Oh my God.
And a beautiful man and a handsome woman in a red scarf, are equally worthy of my time of awkwardly staring at them and wishing I could immortalize their image in a romanticized sketch or thinking of how how they would respond to this or that question or hold their cup of tea or how they smile to the person they adore most or how they push their glasses or tuck their hair or what their voice sounds like etc.